I love it now unlike the kid (we are talkin’ age here) that I was.

by santadeer

Christmas that is. I love it now as a 25-year old, than as a 5 or 10 or whatever year old… I mean for the duration of time I was in school.

As I let myself go back, which is hardly ever really…deranged place and phase that was… I feel a bottomless pit opening up… (which also may have been brought upon by a conversation I’m having with a friend now about another friend and well.. I simply must get over this whole exclusivity-concept and keep it exclusive.

But I fuckin’ thought I had.)

Anyway…gettin’ back to what I originally had in mind… Christmas marked the countdown to the end of the year and the start of the new school year which royally fuckin sucked. Yep, that was my Christmas from ’93 to ’00.

But since then, I love it and in fact probably subscribe to Santa Claus now and I’m not even talking in Facebook-context